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Tuesday, 25 September 2012
Deciphering the Jesus Fairy Tale : Part 3 - The Holy Spirit
"He
who is not with me is against me, and he who does not gather with me
scatters. And so I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven
men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven.
Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but
anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven,
either in this age or in the age to come. "Make a tree good and
its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad,
for a tree is recognized by its fruit." Matthew
12:30-12:33, NIV, 1984.
If
Jesus' words have a non-supernatural meaning, what might be meant by
the term "the holy spirit"?
In
the last essay I talked about how the word "holy" comes
from the same root word as "whole" and so can be
interpreted as meaning "whole" or "of the whole".
The largest whole is the universe. Everything which exists in the
universe is a whole which is part of that whole and there are wholes
within wholes within wholes. Each of us is a whole individual, made
up of cells which are wholes, and the cells are made up of atoms
which are whole and the atoms are made up of electrons which are
wholes. The meaning of a whole is found in it relationship to the
larger whole of which it is a part in just the same way that each of
the words in this sentence conveys a meaning through its relationship
to the rest of the sentence.
There
is a creative principle which is intrinsic to the nature of the
universe. Were this not the case there would be nothing in the
universe but unstructured energy. Creating more complex wholes is one
of the things the universe does. Otherwise we wouldn't be here.
But
the disintegration of wholes is also an inescapable part of the
functioning of the universe. Among we living things there is life and
death. Death brings with it disintegration.
While
each whole has its own integrity, each is of
the larger whole and ultimately of
the universe. We may think of ourselves as separate entities but we
are actually a system through which energy and matter is always
flowing – coming in from outside when we eat, drink and breathe and
leaving us when we move, sweat, excrete, etc. And our mind also is a
system with information and ideas coming in from outside and being
then shared with others. So, while we think of ourselves as a
continuing entity, we are not entirely the same person from moment to
moment. The qualities we associate with ourselves are really more
like statistical probabilities. The fact that I've liked eating
spaghetti for 50 years makes it likely that I will still like eating
spaghetti in ten years time, but it is possible that at some stage
I'll get sick of it, or be introduced to some amazing kind of pasta
which will lead me to never consider spaghetti again. On the other
hand the fact that I may be a person with a head cold today does not
indicate that I'll probably still be a person with a head cold next
year at this time.
The
reason we needed to develop the concept of the holy is that we became
divided, i.e. we became unholy. As I speculated in How
to Be Free, there must have been a time
before the human neurosis, a time when our ape-like ancestors lived
peacefully together and at one with the natural environment. This
would have been made possible by our species extended nurturing
period which kept our psychological and social development from being
hindered by the struggle for survival in a harsh environment and by
the need to compete for food and mating opportunities. This would
have been fine except that the men had to protect the group from
predators such as leopards. In fighting the leopards, and also in
trying to learn to understand them, the men would have had to become
more like them, to be aggressive and competitive. Eventually this
would have caused problems in the tribal group, creating a rift
between the men and the women. This would have been the beginning of
the human neurosis as the need to minimise social disturbance led the
men, and later the women, to internalise the other's criticisms of
them. First we were criticised by our fellows, then we began to
criticise ourselves. We developed a conscience. Judgement and
condemnation came into being. Judgement and condemnation of others
and judgement and condemnation of ourselves.
How
easy must it have been when a natural disaster occurred for us to see
this as some kind of punishment for bad conduct? Even today, when we
know so much about the way the world works, those of us who do not
believe in the supernatural often find ourselves thinking, when
something bad happens in our lives, "Perhaps I'm being
punished." But our early ancestors didn't know what made a
volcano erupt or lightning fall from the sky or a flood wash away
their village.
From
this must have come the concept that there were gods who stood in
judgement on our behaviour and might punish us for wrong doing. At
the time it was probably different gods in charge of specific natural
forces. At some stage the concept of sacrifice to appease the gods
must have developed. This makes sense. We had nothing on which to
base our concept of what these gods might be like except ourselves.
Since we knew that we were sometimes willing to forgive an act
against us if the perpetrator gave us something in the way of
reparation, it made sense that this would also work with the gods.
At
some stage the idea developed in some cultures that there was one
single god. Once again we imagined him or her in our image. Once our
neurosis developed to the extent that the psychological insecurity of
males made it necessary for them to enchain women and take total
control, i.e. our society became patriarchal, those societies, if
they believed in a single god, believed in a male one.
Some
of the qualities which were assigned to this male God were qualities
which belonged to the creative principle of the universe. God was
seen as the creator of all things, including humans. All matter and
life, including humans, arise from and are an expression of that
principle. God was considered to be invisible and omnipresent. These
qualities also apply to the creative principle of the universe.
But
the creative principle of the universe is neither male nor female. It
has no supernatural powers. After all it is
nature. And it does not stand in judgement over us. We may stand in
judgement over ourselves. In fact we generally do. But the creative
principle of the universe could give a shit. The sun continued to
shine on Adolph Hitler and Idi Amin and Charles Manson. It they had a
garden it would not stop producing because of their crimes against
their fellows. If we harm our fellows they may strike back or shun
us. If we do something we feel is wrong, we may feel guilty. But if
the creative principle of the universe is God, and I believe that
this is the God of the mystics and shamans as opposed to the God of
the Old Testament, then God does not
condemn us. Both condemnation and forgiveness are human terms.
Something immaterial, like a law of nature, cannot condemn or
forgive. On the other hand condemnation and forgiveness are
understandable metaphors with regard to natural forces. You could say
that if we treat an eco-system so harshly that a vegetated area
becomes a desert, our behaviour has been condemned by nature.
Likewise, we could say that a robust eco-system which can take a lot
of harsh treatment and remain verdant is very forgiving. But we know
we are using metaphors and not actually assigning emotional reactions
to plants.
So
by the time of Jesus, we were severely neurotic as a species. We were
at war with ourselves internally, feeling that we were torn between
the forces of good and evil. And we were divided from each other
emotionally and often in conflict with each other. And above us was
the figure of a stern cosmic father who had been known to send fire
or flood to wipe out those who broke his laws or in any way gave him
offence.
It
is in the context of a society of individuals divided internally and
also socially (just as we still are today), that the concept of the
holy can be seen to be deeply meaningful. What we so crave is to heal
the division within ourselves, to achieve individuation as Carl Jung
put it. And also to find a healing of society – to heal the
divisions which blight our lives.
The
creative principle of the universe operatives via forces which draw
together parts to form wholes. In human society this principle takes
the form of love. Love is simply a form of communication
characterised by openness, honesty and spontaneity. Where this kind
of communication occurs between human beings it is accompanied by
warm feelings of attraction and a cathartic breaking down of any kind
of emotional repression which may have been interfering with the
emotional health of the individual. It is through this process that
we become aware that we are all life itself contained as we may be in
the temporary shell of our body. The divisions between us exist only
in the unrealistic artificial conceptions of our minds.
Since
we long for wholeness for ourselves and our society, that which is
truly whole and of the whole has a tremendous importance for us. And
to describe this we use the word "holy".
So
what might Jesus have meant by the "holy spirit"? We think
of a spirit as being a supernatural entity, perhaps synonymous with a
ghost. And the term "holy spirit" sometimes seems to be
used interchangeably with the term "holy ghost".
But
we don't always use the term "spirit" to mean an actual
supernatural being. Sometimes we talk about "the spirit of
fairness". We can use the term to refer to the essence of
something.
What
might be the essence of the holy?
What
is it which divides us? Lies, delusions, prejudices, differing
opinions, differing ideas...
If
we were going to be united, what would be the common ground on which
we could stand together? If we were to all once more become an
integral part of a whole, what would that whole be, and what would be
its essence?
The
whole would be reality. And its essence the truth.
Now
I don't mean some specific hypothetical "truth", like "the
truth that the Lord Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour." I mean
the real truth. Whatever is factual.
If
you stopped off at the pub on the way home from work for a few drinks
with your friends, and your partner angrily asks you where you've
been when you get home, then "I had to work back late" is
not the truth and "I
stopped off for a drink with my friends" is
the truth. This is the kind of truth I'm talking about. But I'm also
talking about the truth that the earth is about four and a half billion
years old. And the truth that the concept of a supernatural being
standing judgement over us is a figment of our imaginations.
We
may not always know the exact factual truth, but the best
approximation of it that we can come to is the only thing which can
ever unify us – make us whole and make us part of the whole. There
are many lies and delusions, but there can only ever be one truth.
So
now we can look at the "holy trinity". The "father"
is the creative principle of the universe. The "son" is
anything which is a product of the creative principle. And "the
holy spirit" is the frame work of truth – the facts – which
can be apprehended by the senses and understood, in time, by reason.
Now
imagine that you are Jesus and you can see these things and you've
been born into a society where people are divided within themselves
and in conflict with each other. A society of people who feel ashamed
of themselves for various reasons and feel that a cosmic father
figure stands in judgement over them. You know that this father
figure is a delusion. Unlike them you live in the real world, your
mind unclouded by guilt or dogma or superstition. Your God is the God
of nature, the creative principle of the universe which does not
judge and which gives generously. The God who clothed the lilies of
the field more magnificently than Solomon clothed himself. What are
you going to do to lead your fellows out of their madness and their
misery?
Now
you could tell them that it's all in their imaginations. You could
tell them that God the Father doesn't exist. This probably wouldn't
get you very far. Psychiatrists often try this kind of approach with
their psychotic patients. It doesn't work. That's why they rely on
drugs. Jesus didn't have access to drugs.
To
take that kind of approach is what improvisation teacher Keith
Johnstone would call "blocking". A successful improvisation
requires that we accept what we are given to work with. One thing
which made R. D. Laing such a great psychiatrist was that he took the
view that he did not have the right to try to impose his experience
of reality onto his patients. He joined them where they were and then
tried to help them to find their own way out of the prison cell of
their neurosis or psychosis.
I
believe that this is also the approach taken by Jesus.
If
these people believed that a grim father figure stood in judgement
over them then he would tell them that this God had sent him to bring
them forgiveness for their "sins". This was not a lie. He
knew that the God they feared was the same God in whose world he
lived, and that the human face and the judgemental attitude were the
distortions of their disturbed minds, like something seen in a crazy
house mirror. And he was a product of the creative principle of the
universe, as we all are. He was not lying when he said that he was
"the son of God". Nor was he lying when he said he had been
sent to bring forgiveness. A creative system has to produce what is
needed for creation to continue. Flowers produce pollen. If they
didn't the bees would die. So it is not inappropriate to say that
flowers are sent by nature to bring pollen. Whatever we find to do in
our lives to aid creation or the health of the system into which we
are born, that is what we were sent to do. But he had to talk the
language of the people to whom he was communicating his message.
Jesus
realised that God did not judge people. If there was a big flood
which killed a lot of people it wasn't because God was unhappy with
them. That is not how nature works. And it doesn't take a scientist
to see that. Fear-based superstitions were not our original mode of
viewing the world. They were a product of our neurosis and they
obscured our original realistic view of the world in which we did not
try to fill in the gaps in our sensory information about the world
with chimeras of the mind.
Jesus
realised that we are the only judges, both of ourselves and of
others. And he realised that the only Hell was the one we made for
ourselves during our life. And he realised that our neurosis left us
more dead than alive. The bliss of living in the real world which was
his daily experience was unavailable to us. Trapped within the cage
of our wounded ego we were deadened emotionally and sensually and our
embattlement, our character armour as Wilhelm Reich called it, meant
that we could no longer interact with the world and our fellows
spontaneously as we had when we were children. We can tell when
something dies because it stops actively interacting with its
environment. The more armoured we were, the more cut off from
interaction, the more we were, metaphorically-speaking, dead. This
was acknowledged by those who referred to Jesus as "the first
born from among the dead".
Jesus
talked a lot about life after death and not having to die. Clearly
the body dies. Those who believed in him still died physically. So
what was he talking about? Principally, I think, he was talking about
the state of spiritual death in which he found people. He was saying
that this was a preventable mental illness, one which was reversible,
one from which they could be "resurrected" or "born
again". And it was a disease which those young people who
followed his advice would never have to experience, at least so he
thought.
Of
course there may have been more to it than that. He talked of eternal
life. There are three parts of our consciousness – our raw
consciousness, our physical sensations and our ego, or conscious
thinking self. Our raw consciousness is life itself, the shared
consciousness of the entire universe. We have that in common, not
just with all other humans, but with animals, plants, inorganic
matter and all forms of energy. And since it is all one network of
energy and energy can never be destroyed, it is eternal. Our physical
sensations and our thoughts are individual to us and provide the
shaping of raw consciousness. One day you will no longer have a body
or a brain. There will be no "you" to feel or think
anything. But raw consciousness has always been not "you"
or "me" but "us" – or rather a big
all-encompassing "me". We know what this means when we feel
love. When we feel love we realise that "you" and "me"
are really "us", that that which is individual to us in our
consciousness is tiny compared to what is communal. What we fear when
we fear death is the death of the ego, the lesser part of our
consciousness.
So
why did Jesus say that blasphemy against the holy spirit is the one
thing which will not be forgiven? Dishonesty is the blasphemy against
the holy spirit. Now, of course, we have all been dishonest at one
time or another. He is no talking about something for which we are
going to be condemned by a cosmic father figure. He is telling us
that dishonesty is the one "sin" by which we condemn
ourselves to the prevailing psychological disease. If we do something
to harm other people then we may suffer the consequences. They may
take revenge on us or shun us. But the universe won't punish us. The
universe could give a shit what we do.
But
access to the bliss of living in the real world is something we can
deny to ourselves. If our mind is truthful, if it is grounded on the
bedrock of what is, then there is no fog of confused dogma,
self-deception or denial to stand between us and the joy, in all its
forms, that the real world has to offer to us. On the other hand,
when we start to tell lies we can create a hell for ourselves in
which we live constantly in fear of being found out. And we cut
ourselves off totally from the possibility of love, because love is
open, honest, spontaneous communication. The real world is the only
place were love can occur. Lies separate us. Love requires the common
ground of truthfulness.
To
the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, "If you hold to my
teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth,
and the truth will set you free." They answered him, "We
are Abraham's descendants and have never been slaves of anyone. How
can you say that we shall be set free?" Jesus replied, "I
tell you the truth, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. Now a slave
has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it
forever. So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. John
8:31-8:36, NIV
Often
we are led to believe that the term "sin" refers to having
a good time – sex, carousing, whatever. That's not what Jesus is
referring to. What he means by "sin" is selfishness, and
slavery to "sin" is neurosis. Neurosis is mental suffering.
And, naturally, when we are suffering our attention is directed
towards our self, in the same way our attention is directed towards
our thumb when we hit it with a hammer. Sex and carousing are not
sinful in this sense unless they are pursued selfishly and thus are a
cause of division between individuals, or unless we feel guilty about
them, in which case they feed back into our neurosis. And the answer
to guilt is to be truthful in our assessment of our behaviour. If it
does no harm to anyone then there is no reason to feel guilty, and if
it is in the past then we can't change it and so, once again, there
is no need to feel guilty. But the key here is "you
will know the truth, and the truth will set you free".
This doesn't mean any specific dogmatic "truth". It means
simply the truth. To be able to see things realistically and to be
truthful about one's self.
If
we have built a cage of fabrications for ourselves, then the way out
is to admit the truth about ourselves. To come out of the closet so
to speak. The gay liberation movement have set a great example for
this. And there are examples of liberating truth-telling throughout
our culture. A recent example was the hilarious ending of the film
The Campaign
(2012) in which rival politicians compete to see who can be the most
truthful. They admit all sorts of embarrassing things about
themselves and find that the public love them for it.
"Do
not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge
others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be
measured to you." Matthew
7.1-7.2, NIV, 1984.
Jesus
recognised that we were only being judged by ourselves and each
other. God could give a shit. What mattered, if we were going to be
free from our neurosis, was that we could return to honesty. But how
could we be open and honest about ourselves in a social context in
which we would be judged by our fellows for past actions or present
feelings? Honesty was the one thing which could set us free, and
dishonesty was the one thing which was condemning each new generation
to the same fate. No matter what we did to hurt each other, without
dishonesty, the effects would heal within a few generations or less,
but if we couldn't be truthful, and each generation grew up
surrounded by lies and half-truths, the suffering of humanity would
just continue. So he tried to encourage the idea that people should
accept their fellows regardless of what they might confess to,
because to do otherwise was to exclude us all from a world in which
we could live together in the bliss of reality. And he was also
acknowledging that the mindset which judges others is one which opens
itself up to self-judgement.
The
human neurosis has been a terrible curse. At times it has made us do
terrible things. But if we are willing to not bar the way back to
Paradise – the paradise of the real world (the world that science
is telling us so much about) – to anyone else, then we can all
return there together.
If
Moral Virtue was Christianity
Christ's
Pretensions were all Vanity.
The
Moral Christian is the Cause
Of
the Unbeliever and his laws.
For
what is Antichrist but those
Who
against Sinners Heaven close.
William
Blake, The Everlasting
Gospel
Sunday, 23 September 2012
Deciphering the Jesus Fairy Tale - Part 2 : Faith
Without
warning, a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept
over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke
him, saying, "Lord, save us! We're going to drown!" He
replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then
he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely
calm. The men were amazed and asked, "What kind of man is this?
Even the winds and the waves obey him!" Matthew
8:24-27, NIV, 1984.
We
don't live in a Harry Potter world where an individual can command
the elements and they will obey, so, assuming that this story had its
origins in a real event, what kind of event might it have been?
To
make sense of this we need to consider what Jesus may have meant by
"faith". He says that his disciples have "little
faith" and also that they are afraid. Whatever he means by
"faith" it is something which would counter fear.
Faith
is often viewed, both by religious believers and by critics of
religious belief, as a belief in the existence of something of which
we have no factual evidence. This is one kind of faith. Sometimes it
counters fear. For instance a fearful person may temper their anxiety
by clinging to the belief that they have a guardian angel. On the
other hand this kind of faith can itself be a source of fear. The
existence of a devil and a place of eternal punishment after death
are also matters of faith of this kind.
But
faith need not be a belief in the existence of something. It can be a
belief in the effectiveness of a process. Most of us have faith in
science. This doesn't mean that we believe that every conclusion a
scientist comes to will necessarily prove correct. But we believe
that the progress of science is toward a better understanding of the
universe. Superstition made us fearful of the world. Science is the
response. The fearless confrontation with and examination of reality.
Such fearlessness requires faith that we can meet the challenge. And
this, I believe, is the kind of faith to which Jesus was referring.
Of
course he wasn't specifically talking about science. But he was
talking about what is open to us if we can learn not to be afraid. If
reality itself or life in all its potentialities can be viewed as a
sea then the faith Jesus was referring to is the courage that allows
us to cast ourselves out onto that body of water. To open up to all
that there is in life and the world around us, rather than allowing
fear to blight our life or drag us from the glory of creation into
the pointlessness of conflict with our fellows.
Because
at the root of all anger or conflict is fear. Fear that we may lose
something if we do not strike back against that which inspires it in
us. Of course it may not be the person who angers us whom we fear,
but there is something about them or something they express which
makes us anxious.
If
we are full of insecurities and fears, our inner life and our outer
life is liable to be stormy. We will be at war within ourselves and
we will be prone to getting into conflict with those around us. The
root cause of most of our insecurities and fears is a lack of
self-acceptance. Our sense of our own worth is fragile and this
leaves us fearful of aspects of our own psyche and makes us
vulnerable to be upset by things which others do or say.
The
presence of a person who accepts us unconditionally has a soothing
impact on us. We know that nothing we are liable to do or say will
trouble them or make them think less of us. When conflict breaks out,
the presence of such a person, a person who has no allegiance to one
side or the other, can have a calming influence. Deep down we know
that our anger is a sign of weakness, and if someone is genuinely
unmoved by it we are liable to defer to their inner strength.
The
storm which threatened Jesus' disciples was no doubt of the
psychological rather then meteorological variety. This story is a
record, albeit in mythological form, of Jesus' ability to resolve
conflict amongst his disciples.
If
by "God" Jesus meant the creative principle of the
universe, then he was talking about faith in a process, not in the
existence of something. We might have faith in nature. This need not
mean that we believe that fruit trees will grow spontaneously in the
desert or that a tiger will not try to eat us. It just means that we
trust to nature to provide for our needs as long as we appropriately
acknowledge its limitations and its dangers. So to have faith in God,
for Jesus, meant to approach life fearlessly, in recognition that the
world is full of things and processes and people who will help us if
we live in such a way.
To
understand the nature of this concept of faith and see its wisdom we
could consider the decisions we make in our lives as wagers not
unlike the wager that Blaise Pascal proposed concerning the existence
or non-existence of God.
First
it should be pointed out that faith is no replacement for reason. If
we jump off of a tall building we are most likely going to die no
matter how much faith we have that we can fly. Faith should only come
into the question after we have determined that a positive outcome is
not beyond the bounds of possibility.
- We don't believe we will succeed, so decide not to try.
- We don't believe we will succeed, but we try anyway.
- We believe that we will succeed, but we fail.
- We believe that we will succeed, and we do.
We'll
interpret a decision not to try as a failure. And, in the second
case, our belief that we will fail is not a good basis for success
and is liable to be a self-fulfilling prophecy. So we will assume
that that is also a fail.
So
the results would look like this :
- Fear Fail
- Fear Fail
- Faith Fail
- Faith Success
If
jumping 50 cars on a motorcycle was the thing which was being
attempted, then 1. would probably be the most sensible choice, as
there is little to be gained by success and everything to be lost by
failure. But when we apply this wager to the everyday decisions of
our lives, we find that we might as well have faith that things will
go well. If we do find ourselves in a number 3. situation we know
that we have lost nothing by having faith. We would have failed
anyway. And faith almost always is a prerequisite to success.
To
pick a practical example. We may fear to speak to strangers. You
never know who's a serial killer these days, we may tell ourselves.
Of course the statistical likelihood of meeting a serial killer is
quite small. What we don't know is how our life might have been
transformed for the better by friendships we may have made, or even
ideas exchanged in casual conversation, with all those strangers. The
same could be applied if we are afraid of flying. We might eliminate
the possibility that we will die in a plane crash, but we also
deprive ourself of the rich experiences which might await us in other
countries.
Is
the existence of God necessarily a matter of faith?
For
many it is. For Jesus it was not. God is raw undivided reality
unobscured by the abstraction of rational thought, the preconceptions
of received dogma or the fracturing effect of the embattled ego.
The
world "holy" comes from the same root word as the word
"whole". Something which is "holy" is something
which is undivided. When William Blake said "Everything that
lives is holy" he was acknowledging that every living thing is
an undivided whole and indivisibly connected to the whole of nature.
The universe, the totality of all things, is also an undivided whole.
That is what God is. That is what God means.
In
our wounded paranoid state, this reality can become a mirror in which
we see reflected the human face of an individual who shares our own
prejudices or an embodiment of the torturing conscience programmed
into us by our society. None of this has anything to do with the
nature of God. And much of what Jesus had to say about God was aimed
at destroying such misconceptions. He stuck with the use of terms like "He" and "Father" because he had to start with the language people were used to using when talking about God, but he also explained to them that "Though I have been speaking figuratively, a time is coming when I will no longer use this kind of language but will tell you plainly about my Father." John 16:25, NIV, 1984.
Rational
thought is a crucial tool for developing understanding of reality.
But it is not rational thought which tells us whether or not
something exists. It is direct experience which does that. If I hold
an orange in my hand I know that it exists because I can see it, feel
it, smell it, taste it. Rational thought combined with such direct
sensory experience can help me to discover more about the orange. I
can learn that it is good for me because it contains high quantities
of Vitamin C. But I cannot use reason to prove the existence of the
orange, because the a priori establishment via sensory perception
that the orange exists it the primary datum for the reasoning process
about its nature. In other words we have to decide whether something
exists before
we can begin to use reason to tell us anything about it.
And
rational thought is an abstraction. It does not deal directly with
reality. It deals with ideas about
reality. It requires language. The word "orange" is not
itself
an orange. Its meaning for us is determined largely by our sensory
experience of the real thing. And this is where we run into problems
with the word "God". Because the direct sensory experience
of the reality to which we assigned the label "God" is not
as easily accessible to us, because of our neurosis, as direct
sensory experience of a piece of fruit.
To
perceive reality as an integrated whole we have to be able to
temporarily turn off that part of our thinking which divides. If we
are thinking in terms of us and them, good and evil, inside and
outside, up and down, alive and dead, etc., we cannot perceive a
reality in which there are no such divisions. Some see God when they
take hallucinogenic drugs, because these drugs prevent the mind from
maintaining its conceptual divisions. Others are able to achieve
direct sensory experience of God through meditation, because
meditation involves the cessation of all rational thought. And there
are those who see God when rational thought is broken down by
psychosis. And it is likely that as children, before we learned to
think rationally and divide the world into separate bits, we lived in
an awareness of God.
Keith Johnstone tells this story :
A
Psychotic Girl
I
once had a close rapport with a teenager who seemed 'mad' when she
was with other people, but relatively normal when she was with me. I
treated her rather as I would a Mask – that is to say, I was
gentle, and I didn't try to impose my reality on her. One thing that
amazed me was her perceptiveness about other people – it was as if
she was a body-language expert. She described things about them which
she read from their movement and postures that I later found to be
true, although this was at the beginning of a summer school and none
of us had ever met before.
I'm
remembering her now because of an interaction she had with a very
gentle, motherly schoolteacher. I had to leave for a few minutes, so
I gave the teenager my watch and said she could use it to see I was
away only a very short time, and that the schoolteacher would look
after her. We were in a beautiful garden (where the teenager had just
seen God) and the teacher picked a flower and said : 'Look at the
pretty flower, Betty.'
Betty,
filled with spiritual radiance, said, 'All the flowers are
beautiful.'
'Ah,'
said the teacher, blocking her, 'but this flower is especially
beautiful.'
Betty
rolled on the ground screaming, and it took a while to calm her.
Nobody seemed to notice that she was screaming 'Can't you see? Can't
you see!'
In
the gentlest possible way, this teacher had been very violent. She
was insisting on categorising, and on selecting. Actually it is crazy
to insist that one flower is especially beautiful in a whole garden
of flowers, but the teacher is allowed to do this, and is not
perceived by sane people as violent. Grown-ups are expect to distort
the perceptions of the child in this way. Since then I've noticed
such behaviour constantly, but it took the mad girl to open my eyes
to it.
Impro
: Improvisation and the Theatre, Keith Johnstone,
Eyre Methuen, 1981.
At
that time Jesus said, "I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and
earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and
learned, and revealed them to little children. Matthew
11:25, NIV
This
is not to say that we should abandon rational thought, only that we
need to take a holiday from it occasionally if we are to remain in
contact with reality. This is something which Einstein understood :
“Imagination is more important than
knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and
understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all
there ever will be to know and understand.” No
doubt it was this approach which allowed Einstein to transcend the
boundaries placed on our understanding of physics by the limitations
of mechanistic enquiry. I'm sure we have all met individuals who are
intellectually brilliant but seem to be emotionally dead inside,
incapable of weeping in the face of beauty for instance. Rational
thought is a essential tool, but it can also be used as a neurotic
defence by the emotionally wounded. The mind has a built-in capacity
for holistic thought, for integrating pieces of information into a
meaningful picture of the whole, but any form of internal conflict
disrupts this ability, therefore the most effective thinker will be
one who is not just intellectually skilled but emotionally healthy.
If
God is the creative principle of the universe then the task of
science is to unveil God. To flee from that unveiling is to lack
faith. Some fearfully cling to fairy story descriptions of the nature
of the world written thousands of years ago. Others angrily deny the
existence of God.
We
are caught up in a storm. But some of us have faith that reason will
prevail, that a clear understanding of our current situation, humble,
free from dogma, free from judgement, can provide an island of calm
on which refugees from the sinking boats of irrational superstition
and rationalistic denial can all find refuge.
Tuesday, 11 September 2012
Deciphering the Jesus Fairy Tale - Part 1
"Repent for the Kingdom of
Heaven is near." Matthew 3:2, NIV (1984).
I don't believe in the supernatural.
And yet, somehow, the words of Jesus, as recorded in the New
Testament and the apocryphal gospels, have always been intensely
meaningful to me. I've increasingly come to see what appear to be
supernatural elements in the philosophy he expressed to be symbolic
rather than literal – a description of perceivable rational aspects
of reality in poetic terms.
There are a couple of possible
explanations for this. We live in a universe in which patterns are
repeated. This is why it is so easy to come up with metaphors,
because aspects of our own experience often follow similar patterns
to those of nature. We might say : "I was holding in my grief,
but then the dam broke." The two phenomena are independent but
the pattern is the same. So Jesus might have been a man who believed
in the supernatural, and it might be a coincidence that the pattern
of his supernatural belief system sometimes is in sync with my own
rationalistic belief system.
On the other hand it is possible that
Jesus didn't believe in the supernatural either but was using poetic
language because it was the only kind of language he had available to
him to communicate his ideas. When we say that someone is "wrestling
with his demons" we know that we don't mean he is literally
fighting with evil supernatural entities, but we often assume that
those who lived in an era when science was only just beginning must
have always been talking literally when they made references to
supernatural beings. This may not always have been the case. Today we
can talk about neurosis, psychosis, systems theory, evolution, etc.,
but in Jesus' day the scientific framework for such ways of talking
about ourselves and the nature of the universe did not exist. Jesus
seems to have acknowledged the limitations under which he was
working. "Though
I have been speaking figuratively, a time is coming when I will no
longer use this kind of language but will tell you plainly about my
Father."
John 16:25, NIV, 1984. (In prophetic speech the individual is a
mouthpiece for some form of deeper collective awareness, what Jung
called the collective unconscious, and so we can't assume that Jesus
thought he would be able to achieve this personally.)
It
is also important to remember that the accounts of Jesus life which
have been handed down to us were most likely recorded generations
after the events occurred. To we neurotics the healthy individual is
liable to appear magical. We have two options to explain the
difference between us and them. We can think of ourselves as healthy
individuals and them as superhuman, or we can acknowledge that the
difference is due to our own state of sickness. The former assumption
tends to be the more comfortable one. And when stories are handed
down under these circumstances it is likely that the metaphorical
will transmute into the literal. Lazarus may have said : "It was
as if I were dead, but since I met Jesus, I am now alive." A
hundred or more years later and the story becomes one of Jesus
reanimating Lazarus' corpse.
So
this series of articles will be an explanation of what Jesus' words
mean to me. I'm no authority. I haven't done a lot of reading on the
topic, even in the Bible. So this is a personal experiment the value
of which depends, as with all my writing here, only on whether it
strikes a chord with the reader. But I certainly would encourage
anyone to do more reading and to take an interest in the
interpretations others may put upon these words which have had such a
profound impact on our culture and our history.
"Repent
for the Kingdom of Heaven is near" is one of Jesus most famous
statements. The traditional interpretation is that we should express
shame for our sinful ways and put them behind us as a supernatural
deity is going to assert control in some way and we will be sorry if
we are not in line with the new order he will be establishing.
Alternatively, I suppose, the Kingdom of Heaven could be interpreted
as a place we go after we die and thus the admonition would be to
repent before we die and have to face this supernatural deity in the
after life.
Wikipedia
gives this definition : "Repentance
is the activity of reviewing one's actions and feeling contrition or
regret for past wrongs." But
it also says : In
the New Testament the word translated as 'repentance' is the Greek
word μετάνοια (metanoia),
"after/behind one's mind", which is a compound word of the
preposition 'meta' (after, with), and the verb 'noeo' (to perceive,
to think, the result of perceiving or observing). In this compound
word the preposition combines the two meanings of time and change,
which may be denoted by 'after' and 'different'; so that the whole
compound means: 'to think differently after'. Metanoia is therefore
primarily an after-thought, different from the former thought; a
change of mind accompanied by regret and change of conduct, "change
of mind and heart", or, "change of consciousness".
What
was Jesus really talking about when he referred to "the Kingdom
of Heaven"? He referred to "Heaven" or "the
Kingdom of Heaven" a lot. If we don't believe in the
supernatural, and thus don't believe in a personal after-life, is
this term meaningless?
Whatever
Jesus meant by "the Kingdom of Heaven" was something he
felt was "near". In this context the term is often
interpreted as "about to occur". If this were the case then
Jesus was wrong. Almost two thousand years later Christians are still
waiting for such an event. So, while it might still occur, it was not
imminent in Jesus' own time.
But
the term "near" can also refer to something which is in
close physical proximity to us. Something which already exists. In
the apocryphal Gospel of Thomas it says : Jesus
said, "If those who lead you say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in
the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to
you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the
kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you. When you come to
know
yourselves, then you will become known,
and you will realize
that it is you who are the sons of the living father. But if you will
not know
yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are that poverty."
Gospel
of Thomas, Log 3. Here Jesus says that "the Kingdom" is
inside of us and outside of us. It is not coming,
it is already here. But it is close in proximity. Nothing can be
closer to us than something which is within us.
To
understand what might be meant by the term "Heaven" in a
non-supernatural sense we need to consider the nature of joy or bliss
as well as the nature of suffering. Symbolically, Heaven is a symbol
for bliss and Hell is a symbol for suffering. The common denominator
of all suffering is self-consciousness. When we feel physical or
emotion pain our consciousness focusses naturally on our self.
Anxiety, shame, embarrassment... All of these are emotional states
which involve an intense awareness of our self. By contrast, joy,
bliss or ecstasy are states in which we forget ourselves, in which
our enjoyment of something is so great that we are lost in it. Our
emotional experience is rich but it is unselfconscious.
"Outside
the trap, right close by, is living Life, all around one, in
everything the eye can see and the ear can hear and the nose can
smell. To the victims within the trap it is eternal agony, a
temptation as for Tantalus. You see it, you feel it, you smell it,
you eternally long for it, yet you can never never get through the
exit out of the trap. To get out of the trap simply has become an
impossibility. It can only be had in dreams and in poems and in great
music and paintings, but it is no longer in your motility. The keys
to the exit are cemented into your own character armour and into the
mechanical rigidity of your body and soul.
"This
is the great tragedy. And Christ happened to know it."
Wilhelm
Reich, The
Murder of Christ,
1953.
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Wilhelm Reich under arrest for alleged Food and Drug Administration violations shortly before his death in prison |
Bliss
is the primary emotional characteristic of existence. If we are not
worried or depressed or frightened or in pain then we have no choice
but to feel joy because that is what is left when those other
feelings are absent. "And
he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become
like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."
Matthew 18:3, NIV. When we were young children we knew "heaven".
When nothing was currently troubling us we knew bliss. In adult life
we tend to fall under the illusion that happiness is something which
must be earned or paid for. We try to buy happiness in the form of
expensive possessions. We try to win happiness by engaging in
competitive behaviour. We try to earn happiness by being a good
person. We have forgotten that, unless we are struggling for our
existence or being seriously mistreated, happiness is freely
available to us whenever we feel ready to give up trying to prove
anything about ourselves and simply be.
Repentance,
in the traditional sense, would just be another form of armouring –
another bar on Hell's cage – because to feel regret and strive to
exercise self-discipline is to tie ourselves up more tightly in our
self. This is why Jesus emphasised that "sins" (i.e. forms
of selfishness) are forgiven by "God" (i.e. the creative
principle of the universe). Because the way to access the healing joy
of raw existence and thus move beyond selfishness is to live in the
present as a child does.
So
this famous passage could be restated : "Change
your consciousness for happiness is all around you."